it's a love story, baby just say yes

PEIRONG IS REALLY PMSY NOWADAYS. AND WELL DONE YOU PRESSED THE BUTTON BOOM RIGHT SMACK THE FIRST THING IN THE MORNING.

IRRITATED IRRITATED IRRITATED.

ACTY IT ISNT YOU MAYBE. MAYBE IT'S JUST ME. MAYBE I SHOULD BE LESS JUDGEMENTAL THEN MAYBE I'LL LIVE A WONDERFUL AND HAPPY LIFE. OR MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I DONT KNOW.

GO AWAY SHOOOOOOOOOO.

depressing, dont you realise how insensitive you are? or maybe you just lack common sense. or maybe you lack the social skills. or maybe you're just too irritating to survive on earth, or just too irritating to be around me. yes, and you too! SO WHY CANT THE YALL JUST DISAPPEAR FROM MY LIFE AND JUST DONT BOTHER ME. URGH. I HATE IMMATURE SCHEMING AND STOOPID COWARDS I'M SORRY. no acty not very sorry. RETARDS.

okay i keep posting wtv hahaha. anw i shall remind myself here to watch departures and my sister's keepers after As. oh and acty i want to rewatch the notebook also. what else... time traveller's wife! and and aiyarh i want to watch so many things. oh and jaejoong's movie too! ((:

OMG LOVE<3

Bubblegum, bubblegum pop pop

i think having too much days before bio mcq is not good haha.

it's like you can play but by right you cant play. so you're stuck btwn both and then you turn emo mugging =.=

peirong is being a really uncontented girl.

she wants to

1. LOSE WEIGHTTTTT BUT WHY WHY WHY CANT I OMG

okay that was retarded. but anw looking at GMH, sometimes dont you wonder if there's really someone out there that wouldnt fall for your looks? i mean like even when you turn sickly looking or maybe FATTER they still love you? haha okay wtv. but somehow i really wish that would happen in reality, like sparks of hope yknw haha.

2. READ PEOPLE'S MIND

3, NOT BE SO SIAN

4. to be loved by people i love!

5. to be made truly happy)):

haha omg for once really. though it contradicts one of my new year resolutions/beliefs but sighhhh): cant i just be really stubborn and immature? i dont like people patronizing me and neither do i like patronzing people. THE END FULL STOP. why why why? let's ask fate yeah.

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i think kdramas are nice and addictive coz they bring into reality fairy tales, where love so true and blind can exist. right yes. blind. blind to looks, blind to status, blind to your inner fears, blind to the way others will react, blind to omg so many things! so i wonder how people can be so blinded. isnt it scary? it's like betting all the money you have on some poker game, win win, lose omg gg. and in actual fact i pity the person that gets blinded first. coz then you will have to choose to either show ur blindness or to keep that defect within you. and wtv that comes nxt will be damn tough.

and then comes the part about how society reacts. isnt it funny how when people try and try again for work we say they are great entrepreneurs but when people try and try again for love we call them pimps/flirts wtv? i dont exactly disagree with the second part though. i mean like by trying for many makes ur love cheap doesnt it? but who am i to judge? but that's just me. imagine me x 100. just 100 is enough. imagine 100 ppl watching you do ur tricks, trying ur way, honestly calculate the probability that ppl will sit back and try to understand and sympathize with how hard you've tried. maybe you have to take into account that happens given the probability ppl do have time to do so in the midst of a lvls, ccas etc. so that makes the probability so small i think you dont need to calculate anymore. can reject null hypothesis.

then being human beings we fear discrimination, so slowly we all became weary who we let into our hearts, to what extent we do, to what extent we should express about how much they mean to us. all the barriers to entry build up so high. so you leave in isolation and reject invaders. but once in a while that tired isolated soul grew tired of being alone and wonders if it's actually right to do so, (especially when you look at how exciting the monopolistic competitive market is) and if you should have allowed competition or perhaps even allowing equilibrium quantity to exist. but assuming ceteris paribus, there's bound to someone someday that causes your heart to fluctuate. so then comes the question. how daring are you to tear down ur barriers to entry? how sure are you to bet all ur money on that game? maybe more accurately, how willing are you to do so, to throw aside all ur fears and be blind for once, be vulnerable to that defect in you?

so here comes the crux. kdramas are successful because they're made up of 3 really important ingredients.

1. a girl that loves so daringly and willingly

2. a guy that fell so deeply for a girl to be completely sweet

3. both the girl and guy to be so blindly courageous to be ever truthful about their feelings for each other

and of coz there's the decor i.e. damn good looking side and main characters with really pretty clothes and scenary.

so as much as you wish such radical and idealistic love story to happen to you, perhaps you do have to realise that it isnt really possible hmm. BUT TADAAH i lazy to continue with my random train of thought now. so maybe we'll see a sequel of this post haha.

"love is seeing a miracle invisible to others"

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the perfect way is to leave it

filiae melioris aevi

alright.

((:

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okay the fan has no meaning. just that i thought it's really pretty for some odd reason.

i think im getting uncontented again and this is not good haha. and i think im pmsing):

nvm emoness shall die off soon! shooooooooo! im not ur friend! go awayy!

what if...will you?

GivesMeHope (GMH) Exactly 8 months ago my grandpa lost his battle with cancer. By the end he couldn't talk and wouldn't respond to any of us. A few moments before he took his last breath, he looked at my grandma and said clear as day "I love you". They were married 51 years. GMH!!

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A good dancer never dances until he hears the cue
But the orchestra is gone, they've left us all alone

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haha just dl-ed many songs from some magazine's recommendation! so finally after weeeeeeeeeeeeeeks i've got new songs whee((: anw anw i've survived uhh most of As hahaha OMG! but i dont feel all that excited as i'd thought i'd be. like there's a sudden loss of direction/drive. but uhh i dont think this will last long though haha, got many things to learn and do yipeeeeee when 3rd dec comes muahahaha. but hmm now im suddenly scared if i got any major screw-ups which i didnt know abt or like careless or thost i knew i did or AIYARH MANY THINGS omg)): please please please someone up there please help!

okay fine. wtv's done done haha. now got many A B C Ds for the nxt nine days(: plus more slaaaaacking love!<3

p.s. i think body language by jesse mccartney not bad... okay fine i'm damn lag :X

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GARFIELD IS CUTE. GARFIELD IS HELPING ME DAYDREAM ABOUT ALL THE THINGS I CAN DO IN 38 HOURS' TIME. IN 38 HOURS' TIME I WONT BE A GARFIELD... I WILL BE JUMPING UP AND DOWN IN TOTAL HAPPINESS. LOVE!<3

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and i miss you

and i feel like baking this yum

i got many things to say really.

but i lazy hahaha

it's quite amazing how so many things can run concurrently in my life right before one of the biggest days of my life hmm.

and i'm really scared, to the extent i'm scared for it more than 'A's.

HEEEEEEEELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP.

peirong is a stubborn girl hahaha. maybe sometimes too stubborn for her own good. but i want nobody, nobody but you((:

alright BIG 'A's COMING :D

A A A A A they are my friends.

♥